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i woke up late today, simply because i slept late last night and i don't have any class in the morning. i have a zemi in the afternoon, so i had to go to the university. my day was fine. i've finally listed the things i need to do for next week. i also got some inputs from kodama-san on how to go about my research. my computer in the lab is faster than my laptop at home. i can do so many things there. the only limitation is the OS, it's japanese. i can't understand my messenger. but that's not so much of a problem, though. i get easily get hungry. so, i had to go home before 7pm. and today, it's raining with strong wind. too troublesome to walk. so, i asked hamed if he can bring me to my apartment. luckily, he's not busy and was willing to do just that. now, i'm at home, hungrily eating noodles. why not rice? i don't have meat anymore. i still have some instant microwaveable food, but it's the same one i had for lunch. i don't like living alone because the food that i buy is good for 2 meals. isn't it boring? that's why for a change, i'll just eat noodles. and, maybe some donuts i bought at baiten this afternoon. if i'm still hungry later, that's the time i'll eat rice and instant chicken.

i want to go to tokyo to visit jay. it's nicer in tokyo. i have so many NSP friends there. i don't need to speak english there. hahaha but, i still have some homeworks and reports to do. maybe 2 weeks from now, i can go there.

it's difficult being in a foreign country with foreign friends. we communicate in english. sometimes i run out of words. i sometimes can't think of the right word or phrase or sentence to say. there are filipinos here. i visited leah last night and talked excitedly about her pregnancy. but she's tagalog. so, i speak to her in tagalog and also sometimes can't find the right words to say. and it's difficult sometimes to express in tagalog. i talk slower in tagalog and english, compared to when i'm talking in cebuano. that's why i like talking to nazarene. we can talk easily talk about many things coz we have no difficulty in expressing ourselves.

so, why write in english in my blog? writing and speaking is different. when you talk, you have to have the words right then and there. when writing, you can still pause and try to figure out the right word to write. you can even re-read what you wrote and modify them. so, why write in english? since my closest friend here is indonesian and she likes to write blogs, she would appreciate it very much if i write in english. and besides, all of my friends can understand my english. yes, it's great to be a filipino! we can understand english. :D